Horror-scopes

Some people don't really know me all too well and judge me without even trying too dig deeper into my life. So i took some time looking for a way to explain myself to you people. Thanks to the internet, you can find everything here..and i do mean everything. So i found this horoscope which describes myself 100% accurately. So people, read. Especially to those who don't know me.

Virgo Woman

One thing you need to know about a Virgo woman - she has guts and lots of them! It doesn't mean that she is not as shy and as reserved as she seems to be. It's just that she can do anything and everything for the people she loves. By love, she means real love, no other type of love exists for her. A Virgo female is a complete woman! She has all the charms and tricks that any other female has, but she is not weak. Infact, she has quite a determination and can do anything if she sets her mind to it.

She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion and intensity that only few other women can. Making them fall in love is, however, an entirely different task. They will demand total perfection from you, even though they may fall short in that arena.

It's better to get used to their critical nature. A Virgo girl believes that she is extremely efficient and organized and what is more annoying is, that she is right. She is a stickler for time and it's better not to be late when you are meeting her. She will not break the new, expensive vase when she is upset, but she can be very demanding and fussy. If the fault is yours, admit that you are wrong and say it while handing her the flowers. Don't even try to argue, or she will lose her temper again.

It is better to leave her alone for sometime and she will cool again. On the other hand, a Virgo woman will find it very hard to accept that she is wrong. The fact is, most of the time she's not. When you are courting her as well as after you get married, it is advisable to mind your manners. She cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc. It's better to brush up your vocabulary too. She will not cling to you, nor will she become totally aloof.

She is also very good with finances and extravagance is not one of her personality traits. A Virgo female cannot stand public displays of affection and it is better to be subtle in this area. Her taste is very good and her intellect quite developed. If you are trying to woo her, take her to places like theatre, art gallery, etc. Just like a typical Virgo, she is prone to worrying about things too much and she will do your part of the job too. She is very much attached to the ground and prefers to live in the real world.

You let a Virgo female do her part of making things seem just perfect and she will keep you entertained with all her feminine charms. She is very sensitive and her feelings are pretty fragile, but she will become exceedingly strong when you need her support. With kids, she will be very considerate and you will never see them running around in their underclothes. She will be gentle, but firm and will demand complete discipline from them. Even though a Virgo woman is very critical, she will not take criticism very nicely. It never works the other way round for her.

The reason for this is that she is as aware of her own imperfections as she is of yours. So, she doesn't need you to remind her of her own shortcomings every now and then. Instead of fretting over her perfectionism, you should feel blessed to have such a charming female who never makes your house look like a garbage dump. Your toast will never get burnt and your coffee will always taste just perfect. She has a witty side too and when she laughs, it seems like the ringing of little bells, doesn't it!

 

 

 

Confessions of Practical Student

I'm one of the luckiest people on the planet. When i want something, I get. Even though i never really ask for it out loud. Last semester was one of the toughest semesters of all time. I really didn't know what i was doing or learning. My marks were low..and my exams were T E R R I B L E. Out of 6 papers i only managed to answer 1. For that, i expected and assumed that i'll be getting crappy results. Couldn't tell you how depressed i was at that moment. Then suddenly, on the day my results came out..i was blown away. I actually did it! I reached my effing target!!Hahaha so all i need is just once more to reach my final target and i'll be on top of the world.
Moving on. So i chopped off my hair. And im super happy. It's short. Kinda like Cleopatra. And i got a new baby cat who came along with a visa and passport to stay in my house.Permanently. If he wasn't so cute he'd probably be in the alleys or some restaurant. Well atleast my cats murai and chupa now have a smaller brother to bully around. Though the way i see it is the other way round.
Achievements, done. Personal life, done. Lets move on to work. I hate work. I'll say this kazillion times and it will never change. It's not the company or my job itself, but the people who i work with. They're all assholes. Shallow minded middle-aged malays who have nothing else in the world than to blame other people for their mistakes. For gods sake..if someone asks you something it means that the person doesn't know or understand the matter right??Yeah right. Duhh. But here, they're so effing selfish and self-centered that whenever you ask about something you'll get this effing reply: "Pk logik ye?" or maybe "tgk balik camne org wat dulu"...
That's so frikking annoying..how do you expect someone to learn without teaching them??How do you expect someone to know something just by referring to a material which THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN IN THEIR LIFE?? My poor fellow trainee gets this all the time (me too sometimes). I mean really. she has been treated like a dog. Literally. If it weren't for here presence there the whole department will be in deep shit.
Wheeew..feel so much better now. Since i can 't say it out loud might as well put in my blog kan? Nasib baik there is such a thing as a blog. I really use this blog to express my anger..nothing much.

I Don't Wanna Go To Work!

I hate work. There. That's a good way to start off my post now isn't it? Ngeh. It's been a while since i posted anything here..been really busy with my life that i don't really have time for myself anymore. Well since i'm in my final year of my diploma now, i'm actually able to experience professional working atmosphere. At least that's what i thought. Being a practical student is difficult. People take advantage of you like hell and use you to the fullest extent they can possibly use you. Other that being payed less than what a janitor would, you are treated like a slave. Photostat, Faxing, Filing Documents, Calling customers after you fax something..yeah that's what a practical student does most of the time. I don't understand what part of this is actually considered as professional work atmosphere.Seriously. Yes i know we are supposed to be trainees and stuff but being a trainee doesn't mean having to be treated like crap now. After all, these trainees are human too, you know. A little..no. A lot of respect should be given to these trainees who do all the crap work that you don't wanna do without any complaints (at least not in front of you.).

Being young and all really doesn't make you much liked by the older generations. Different thoughts and perspectives, different moral values, different way of working, different social standards. Everything effects these 2 generations. It's either get along or risk being hated among your colleagues. That's fine with me actually. Lunch is the perfect time to talk bad behind other colleagues backs. And these old timers..man do they have a lot to talk about. Having lunch with them sure wasn't a comfortable one. I have nothing to say to these people. Since i have nothing to say and eating at a super fast rate of speed, i go up early to do my work. I just can't click with these people. I rather eat alone up in the pantry and enjoy the peace and tranquil atmosphere while enjoying the not so scenic view from the 17th floor. Sometimes i wish i was alone in that office so that i can do my work in peace. But then again..who am i to wish for such things. After all, i'm just a 'trainee'.

The best of the best. :)

Do you know how it feels to lose a fight you've been working so hard on..? Kinda feel dissapointed kan? Cam2 la aku rase..tapi x pe pasrah je la. It all started in school.. I've always been competitive when it comes to academical stuff. I competed with my best friend in class to see who could be number 1 at the end of the year. We even competed silently on who will get better results during our SPM. Heh. I won. A bitter sweet victory..it was a close encounter though. Then we both got into university. Then i met even tougher competitors of my course. My classmates. Especially these 3 girls who were really smart. One quit from UiTM decreasing the amount of competitors into 2. I felt relieved. But only a short relief. As we grew older and got into new semesters, the competition was heating up. Imagine, these 2 girls and myself dapat Anugerah Dekan for the past 4 semesters. Now we are in the fifth semester and almost graduating. I was always trying to be the best in my course. I came THIS close to having my dream come true.
Majlis Pra Graduan 2011. This event changed everything. They awarded the best of the program/course which wasn't me. Haha..the award fell to my toughest competitor in class who had the same CGPA as i did, 3.80. So how did she get the award and not me? We both joined the Hotel and Tourism in Club (HATiC) and organized events together, making every event from the faculty a success. HOWEVER she was more active than i was in the club (not saying that i'm not, it's just that she was better at it). She was also the one who handled my class trips..as the leader. I was always the treasurer or something like that. So all her involvement in the class activities and the faculty activities are far greater than of mine. So i figured, since we shared the same CGPA, the faculty needed to determine who was the best based on curriculum. And there could only ONE best of the best student. So they chose her. :)
Don't get me wrong i'm not jealous or dengki in anyway with her. I respect here dearly and i think that she deserves every single bit of victory that she got today. She is the best. I personally think so. And i congratulate her dengan seikhlas hati. This actually made me to be even more competitive and to set my mind to strive ahead and try harder to beat her and win this academical competition (at least to me). I still have 2 semesters till i finally graduate. And during these 2 semesters la i kena all out. Practically and Academically. I want to get Anugerah Naib Cancelor. And i know she wants to get that as much as i do. It all comes down to who will get it. Me or her?Or maybe both will..?We'll see what will happen later..but till then, i wish her the best and thank her for being a great competitor. You have really made me a better person..thank you Nad. Good luck and may god bless whatever you do in life. Congratulations, you are clearly the faculty's best of the best student! :)

p/s: healthy competition is good okay..?no reason to be dengki to those who are better than you. make them your role models and you'll be good.